11-17-2013, 03:41 PM
When I hit the right state at the center of my vision a mandala of many spinning and circling spheres of many colours begin to swirl as a vortex made of many smaller spheres spinning in larger spirals appears, usually starting smaller at the point of my focus and expanding, if I allow it enough, until it almost completely fills my view. I am pretty sure it is always there, but these moments are just when I am able to see it.
It tends to happen when I have high alpha wave activity, which also results in closed eye visuals where I see a sort of multicoloured field in the darkness and then these rings of yellow-green energy, as though looking through a porthole, start to coalesce starting at the edge of my peripherals and concentrating in to the center of my vision. As the rings coalesces the energy at their center becomes distinct as a very intense indigo-violet circle which then "shrinks" as the ring coalesces at the center and then disappears in the center of my vision when the ring completely unifies as a point, and then the whole process repeats.
I have described it as though it is a long process, but it is actually quite fast, taking maybe only 3 seconds for each ring to coalesce in the center and I can keep this continuous vision "going" pretty much indefinitely, although it sometimes evolves in to more after meditating for awhile.
It tends to happen when I have high alpha wave activity, which also results in closed eye visuals where I see a sort of multicoloured field in the darkness and then these rings of yellow-green energy, as though looking through a porthole, start to coalesce starting at the edge of my peripherals and concentrating in to the center of my vision. As the rings coalesces the energy at their center becomes distinct as a very intense indigo-violet circle which then "shrinks" as the ring coalesces at the center and then disappears in the center of my vision when the ring completely unifies as a point, and then the whole process repeats.
I have described it as though it is a long process, but it is actually quite fast, taking maybe only 3 seconds for each ring to coalesce in the center and I can keep this continuous vision "going" pretty much indefinitely, although it sometimes evolves in to more after meditating for awhile.