Moving from a partially awakened to a Fully awakened entity

[Ashim]

I like the idea of balancing and using my discomfort to do so.

So specifically: I have a nasty ear infection, ringworm (fungal skin rash), and my teeth are falling out (at least all the ones that had mercury filling in them which is a good amount).

How would I look for balance in regards to these specific symptoms?

Engage in discourse with the darker aspects of self.
Try to allow the thought forms to surface, then grant them their right to exist, chew them around, then let them fall away.

Remember: You are the boss of you.
Every atom of your body awaits your every command.
If you don't think that thought can have an effect on matter then try again.
Repeat exercise.

Be kind to yourself.