11-04-2013, 07:44 AM
I've experienced sensations similar to what people have described in this thread as long as I can remember. (For myself at least), I have completely narrowed down the reason for this sensation.
1) This experience is extremely harsh compared to what I am used to. The catalyst on this planet at this timing is almost unbearable.
2) This experience is extremely similar to a massively multiplayer online game. I am merely inhabiting a physical vehicle. I am a non-physical being in my 'natural' state. I chose to have this experience.
The latter reason is the primary reason I am still here. This may be entirely illusion, but I decided to play by these rules. I know there is a veil which prevents(hinders?) making my purpose for incarnating here clear. I must assume the reasons I incarnated are proportional to harshness of catalyst, otherwise I wouldn't be here.
To compensate for this, I fall back on remaining as emotionally detached as possible as a defensive mechanism in the face of intense catalyst. Or sometimes I take on a persona or react in a way that I am not really feeling, but think will be able to better cope with the situation.
Furthermore, I simply retreat into various distractions or simply my own head as a coping mechanism (escapism).
To counteract this tendency, I have tried meditation, being in the present moment as much as possible, and positive thinking in the face of situations where I used to have a pessimistic outlook. I also view my emotional detachment as a serious imbalance and try to not completely mute my emotions in every situation. This has done a great deal of good but it is a constant upstream struggle.
I feel very gracious for being able to co-miserate (if your pardon the term) with others with a similar awareness.
I think this song was written for people with this perception; we wear various personalities/archetypes (suits) to deal with catalysts in this illusion:
1) This experience is extremely harsh compared to what I am used to. The catalyst on this planet at this timing is almost unbearable.
2) This experience is extremely similar to a massively multiplayer online game. I am merely inhabiting a physical vehicle. I am a non-physical being in my 'natural' state. I chose to have this experience.
The latter reason is the primary reason I am still here. This may be entirely illusion, but I decided to play by these rules. I know there is a veil which prevents(hinders?) making my purpose for incarnating here clear. I must assume the reasons I incarnated are proportional to harshness of catalyst, otherwise I wouldn't be here.
To compensate for this, I fall back on remaining as emotionally detached as possible as a defensive mechanism in the face of intense catalyst. Or sometimes I take on a persona or react in a way that I am not really feeling, but think will be able to better cope with the situation.
Furthermore, I simply retreat into various distractions or simply my own head as a coping mechanism (escapism).
To counteract this tendency, I have tried meditation, being in the present moment as much as possible, and positive thinking in the face of situations where I used to have a pessimistic outlook. I also view my emotional detachment as a serious imbalance and try to not completely mute my emotions in every situation. This has done a great deal of good but it is a constant upstream struggle.
I feel very gracious for being able to co-miserate (if your pardon the term) with others with a similar awareness.
(11-03-2013, 06:16 PM)Brittany Wrote: The more I have accessed this perception, the more this personality feels like a too-tight set of clothes that I am straining to get out of. Limiting myself to such a narrow, arbitrary set of characteristics causes me grief, yet it seems an inevitable process, as individuation is necessary to do work in 3D. I simply cannot help wearing this suit that is Brittany.
I think this song was written for people with this perception; we wear various personalities/archetypes (suits) to deal with catalysts in this illusion: