10-28-2013, 06:38 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-31-2013, 11:12 AM by AnthroHeart.)
(10-28-2013, 06:28 PM)GentleReckoning Wrote: Great thread. This whole concept is fairly intimidating, but makes sense from an end of sixth density point of view. Of course our higher self is fulfilled by the greater potential for service offered to our 3d self.
(10-30-2013, 11:49 AM)Marc Wrote: We are made in the image of Yahweh. That's where our missing link comes into play. Every animal has luminescent eyes except us. Our DNA isn't originated naturally on this sphere. We are made after the likeness of the titans and gods. A part of me dislikes the fact that Yahweh interfered, but I'm sure they had their reasons and it created interesting catalyst for us here.
(10-31-2013, 10:26 AM)We are God Wrote: There is no need for fear, my friend. Even if you choose to incarnate once again within this density, it is for a reason. It is not a punishment. Even being harvested to negative 4th is not a punishment, it is a reward.
I have felt in a rush to transition as well, but for different reason. I have felt that I am consuming natural resources, such as air, water, animals and vegetation, yet what am I giving in return? I may be offering things of value, but it is a pittance in comparison to what I am given. I am honestly envious of entities such as Q'uo because I feel as though they are able to give more freely, without asking in return. At the same time though, even when I take I am giving; it is the act of my breathing, the taking of air, that allows trees to breathe.
I know what the contemplation of suicide feels like. I am very familiar with this feeling. It seems like everything I do only creates more suffering, and yet I am trying to do what is best for all beings? Even the attempt feels silly and pointless. I have come to terms with it, and in my time here I may as well plant as many good seeds as possible. Maybe some will grow.
At worst, I am a fool, at best, I am an angel.