10-28-2013, 01:47 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-28-2013, 04:21 PM by AnthroHeart.)
Almost all my spiritual experiences seemed to be about negative harvest. I'm not sure why I've been so afraid.
Sure, I've had thoughts of heaven, but for the most part not.
The creation I tried to create in my mind turned out ugly. My thought forms seem to violate others free will.
I try to polarize positively, but not sure how well that will go. I don't want to be harvested negative.
There is so much out there to love. I'm almost afraid of death because then I'm harvested.
Yet I also seem to be in a rush to transition. My thoughts keep growing around concepts of death.
I've once felt like there was a black hole at the center of Earth. It was a spiritual experience, and I felt gravity double,
and it caused my body to contort and hurt. And I've been so defiant against others in my experiences. Being harvested negative has been my greatest fear, because I have such a tender heart.
But I also believe it's never too late. I think I've learned more by having these negative experiences than if they all were positive. I don't think I'm headed to negative density. But I may have to repeat 3D. I can always turn things around and be more positive. I've helped my mom, even when she does not appreciate it. Care Bears have taught me to share my feelings. Especially Tender Heart Bear. He's my favorite one. That all said, I'm in a pretty positive mood right now.
Sure, I've had thoughts of heaven, but for the most part not.
The creation I tried to create in my mind turned out ugly. My thought forms seem to violate others free will.
I try to polarize positively, but not sure how well that will go. I don't want to be harvested negative.
There is so much out there to love. I'm almost afraid of death because then I'm harvested.
Yet I also seem to be in a rush to transition. My thoughts keep growing around concepts of death.
I've once felt like there was a black hole at the center of Earth. It was a spiritual experience, and I felt gravity double,
and it caused my body to contort and hurt. And I've been so defiant against others in my experiences. Being harvested negative has been my greatest fear, because I have such a tender heart.
But I also believe it's never too late. I think I've learned more by having these negative experiences than if they all were positive. I don't think I'm headed to negative density. But I may have to repeat 3D. I can always turn things around and be more positive. I've helped my mom, even when she does not appreciate it. Care Bears have taught me to share my feelings. Especially Tender Heart Bear. He's my favorite one. That all said, I'm in a pretty positive mood right now.