Are you polarized

[Adonai One]

That's when one wishes to attain the "oversoul" manifestation which is just the last frontier before dissolving into source. I have a hunch that a good majority of 6th-density entities aren't in a hurry to do such except when their desires are completely fulfilled.

As for the latter statement, as far as I'm concerned, the true reason we incarnate and exist is only to fulfill desires and our created purposes, which are infinite. Balancing and lessons are merely a side effect.