10-23-2013, 12:50 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-23-2013, 12:51 PM by Adonai One.)
I am not psychologically cut out for paranormal research. When I get results in my magical workings, I only end up hyper-ventilating from the shock that it's real.
In my attempts to achieve thought-form contact with Ra, I was only told that it would lead to me going into a psychosis.
I don't really believe in any of this. My rational mind doesn't accept it at all. But I still push myself into it with the faith that it's real... but my mind does not fully surrender.
I am not cut out for this. I am simply not religious. I don't know how I will get my mind to eventually shift but it will happen eventually.
This was all an accident. I am not supposed to be here but I am. This is the road I now take.
In my attempts to achieve thought-form contact with Ra, I was only told that it would lead to me going into a psychosis.
I don't really believe in any of this. My rational mind doesn't accept it at all. But I still push myself into it with the faith that it's real... but my mind does not fully surrender.
I am not cut out for this. I am simply not religious. I don't know how I will get my mind to eventually shift but it will happen eventually.
This was all an accident. I am not supposed to be here but I am. This is the road I now take.