04-21-2010, 12:18 PM
Ayadew,
Don't assume that the LSD-experience you had is the "real" reality, although it may have felt so at the time. In my opinion, LSD reveals (re-veils) another layer of reality, but it's not the ultimate reality. I'm sure you think so too, just a reminder. It feels more real, and in the sense that any experience adds a new angle to view things from, it really is more real. But for any dark frequency, there's a corresponding light frequency. Unfortunatly, you saw a dark aspect, but I can't stress enough that there's positive ones as well. Very positive!
LSD is a catalyst that is far more transparent than any other psychedelic I've tried. It has no agenda of it's own, unlike many plants. (I actually used the word "catalyst" about LSD specifically, even before I encountered the Ra-material.) There's zero guidance with LSD, it's more like you pop into that world and then you have to navigate it for yourself. If fear takes over, then the experience will be colored completely by fear and you get the impression that the real reality is dark. LSD isn't the ultimate reality, it's just another aspect of the infinite universe, with infinite realities. It's just a mirror, reflecting what you feel right then. It doesn't necessarily reflect the "real" you, just the energies that pass through you at the given moment.
I would agree that the world is fractal. Consciousness and the energies you see on LSD are fractal, but it doesn't have to be a sickening, dark fractal. If you had felt love on LSD, the patterns would have been like pink snowflakes raining down on you, perfectly symmetric and beautiful beyond words.
However, the risk of getting too much information at once with psychedelics is very real. I've done that myself, and that means you don't really progress, but create huge stumbling blocks for yourself. I've certainly done that. It has helped me a lot, but it has also created many problems. I think it is very wise of you to focus on the lower chakras. To build the house on a solid foundation is good advice, indeed.
I do not advocate psychedelics, and do not want to influence you to go in any specific direction. I say this just because I realize that my post might sound like a defence for LSD. But really, all I want to defend is the belief that the world is ultimately positive and that love really IS the only truth. I've seen it on psychedelics!
Don't assume that the LSD-experience you had is the "real" reality, although it may have felt so at the time. In my opinion, LSD reveals (re-veils) another layer of reality, but it's not the ultimate reality. I'm sure you think so too, just a reminder. It feels more real, and in the sense that any experience adds a new angle to view things from, it really is more real. But for any dark frequency, there's a corresponding light frequency. Unfortunatly, you saw a dark aspect, but I can't stress enough that there's positive ones as well. Very positive!
LSD is a catalyst that is far more transparent than any other psychedelic I've tried. It has no agenda of it's own, unlike many plants. (I actually used the word "catalyst" about LSD specifically, even before I encountered the Ra-material.) There's zero guidance with LSD, it's more like you pop into that world and then you have to navigate it for yourself. If fear takes over, then the experience will be colored completely by fear and you get the impression that the real reality is dark. LSD isn't the ultimate reality, it's just another aspect of the infinite universe, with infinite realities. It's just a mirror, reflecting what you feel right then. It doesn't necessarily reflect the "real" you, just the energies that pass through you at the given moment.
I would agree that the world is fractal. Consciousness and the energies you see on LSD are fractal, but it doesn't have to be a sickening, dark fractal. If you had felt love on LSD, the patterns would have been like pink snowflakes raining down on you, perfectly symmetric and beautiful beyond words.
However, the risk of getting too much information at once with psychedelics is very real. I've done that myself, and that means you don't really progress, but create huge stumbling blocks for yourself. I've certainly done that. It has helped me a lot, but it has also created many problems. I think it is very wise of you to focus on the lower chakras. To build the house on a solid foundation is good advice, indeed.
I do not advocate psychedelics, and do not want to influence you to go in any specific direction. I say this just because I realize that my post might sound like a defence for LSD. But really, all I want to defend is the belief that the world is ultimately positive and that love really IS the only truth. I've seen it on psychedelics!