awareness of the 'life plan'

[Rake]

I spent many years self destructing and veering off track shall we say. The hilarious part is when I look at how I got to where I am now it's almost laughable how I got to university and got a degree. I can see clearly how I'v come here and it's exactly where I need to be but what lies ahead I am none the wiser and it makes life very intriguing for me. The most intriguing thing was my girlfriend asked her pendulum she got from brown eye if I would ever write a book and the pendulum said maybe. I'm hardly a writer but I feel it planted the seed of something that my sprout later in life so until that time I'm just going to bounce around as if in a mosh pit hitting the walls hard and fast so I can propel myself in the right direction.