09-13-2013, 02:48 PM
Tanner,
Far from overstepping your opinions I believe you did hit the nail on the head on this one. Synchronicity at play, I was attacked in my dreamstate this morning by the same entity that has plagued me over the last year. I tried loving and accepting this entity as simply a product of the choice, but it didn't seem to mind even when I filled my body with protective light. Then I stood up and ran over to where it was at and started screaming back using the crude language it had just used on me. Of course this just fueled its satisfaction.
I've given up on trying to rid myself of this demon. I have been afraid for far too long, and see now that this son of a gun is here to stay I guess.
On the note of dark star origin, I met my twin flame a couple years ago. He has been attacked by this same entity before I was, interestingly. But as we opened our consciousnesses up together, we both had the common element of past darkness, of second chances. I don't know where this all fits in, as my meditations rarely yield such clear details as say the posts you've made in the Atlantis forum. Call it a hunch, and hunches are often mistaken in my case. I did DMT once, and when I did every ounce of light and positivity was sucked out of my soul and I was in a real of utter chaos, red and black being the primary colors, being tossed around through spiritual tenticular arms at lightspeed seeing terrified neon green faces. All I heard was in a dark, deep voice "I AM THE ALL" and all I could remember was me pleading "NOT YET! I"M NOT READY". Maybe I have integrated this experience falsely but I took it to mean that outside of this earth my soul is in a realm of extreme suffering and fear. Maybe this is another aspect of interacting with this negative entity.
Do you have any advice for parting ways with this fear? I have battled it head on with light/love and feel no change.
Far from overstepping your opinions I believe you did hit the nail on the head on this one. Synchronicity at play, I was attacked in my dreamstate this morning by the same entity that has plagued me over the last year. I tried loving and accepting this entity as simply a product of the choice, but it didn't seem to mind even when I filled my body with protective light. Then I stood up and ran over to where it was at and started screaming back using the crude language it had just used on me. Of course this just fueled its satisfaction.
I've given up on trying to rid myself of this demon. I have been afraid for far too long, and see now that this son of a gun is here to stay I guess.
On the note of dark star origin, I met my twin flame a couple years ago. He has been attacked by this same entity before I was, interestingly. But as we opened our consciousnesses up together, we both had the common element of past darkness, of second chances. I don't know where this all fits in, as my meditations rarely yield such clear details as say the posts you've made in the Atlantis forum. Call it a hunch, and hunches are often mistaken in my case. I did DMT once, and when I did every ounce of light and positivity was sucked out of my soul and I was in a real of utter chaos, red and black being the primary colors, being tossed around through spiritual tenticular arms at lightspeed seeing terrified neon green faces. All I heard was in a dark, deep voice "I AM THE ALL" and all I could remember was me pleading "NOT YET! I"M NOT READY". Maybe I have integrated this experience falsely but I took it to mean that outside of this earth my soul is in a realm of extreme suffering and fear. Maybe this is another aspect of interacting with this negative entity.
Do you have any advice for parting ways with this fear? I have battled it head on with light/love and feel no change.