09-13-2013, 07:05 AM
Hmm, perhaps this is bold, but I shall tell you my honest feeling. I do feel a negative presence around you, however, my strong feeling is that it is not "you" but the entity has amplified your distortions that were already present and this opened an opportunity for identification. Part of why I said say so is because part of the purpose behind incarnating in a form as such as ours is in order to do work on the self. Perhaps it is true that there is darkness within you, there is in all things, however I get a sense that the recent focus and attention upon it is not due to some emerging darkness from within you, in the sense of polarization, but because of your own expectations of what having that darkness means to you.
It is complicated the "answer" I receive which says that the entity which is greeting you is not quite the same as the entity which was greeting Adonai One and Vervex but is of the same "class" or nature as the entity which you are talking about. Perhaps there is even some tie between the two, a relationship of desired understanding.
Negative entities infringe upon others and impress themselves by giving and sharing their own minds in order that the receiver may mistake the thoughts of the entity for their own thoughts. I use a basic rule in dealing with my own thoughts and that is: 'My' thoughts are only those thoughts which I consciously, intentionally create/call forth from within, and ALL other thoughts, no matter their relevance, stem either from a communication from my inner planes or from 'external' sources.
Yes, all things are the Creator and we are the Creator too, but that means that any identification we take on becomes real for us. However, that being said, I do resonate with what you say about being from/part of a social memory complex related to a dark star, and I do feel this is relevant to you, but it seems to me like "old wounds enflared" is more the nature of what you are experiencing. I feel there is a "new" entity that is not your own complex that is playing upon the challenges within one's own consciousness of coming to terms with one's own origin and the many natures of the self. It attempts to make the darkness more glaring than the light when really these two must be viewed as mutually yielding opposites and inherent in that is the CHOICE.
Of course, such is just my perception, I am curious to know more about your identifications with the dark star and what it means to you to "come from an STS social memory complex"?
It is complicated the "answer" I receive which says that the entity which is greeting you is not quite the same as the entity which was greeting Adonai One and Vervex but is of the same "class" or nature as the entity which you are talking about. Perhaps there is even some tie between the two, a relationship of desired understanding.
Negative entities infringe upon others and impress themselves by giving and sharing their own minds in order that the receiver may mistake the thoughts of the entity for their own thoughts. I use a basic rule in dealing with my own thoughts and that is: 'My' thoughts are only those thoughts which I consciously, intentionally create/call forth from within, and ALL other thoughts, no matter their relevance, stem either from a communication from my inner planes or from 'external' sources.
Yes, all things are the Creator and we are the Creator too, but that means that any identification we take on becomes real for us. However, that being said, I do resonate with what you say about being from/part of a social memory complex related to a dark star, and I do feel this is relevant to you, but it seems to me like "old wounds enflared" is more the nature of what you are experiencing. I feel there is a "new" entity that is not your own complex that is playing upon the challenges within one's own consciousness of coming to terms with one's own origin and the many natures of the self. It attempts to make the darkness more glaring than the light when really these two must be viewed as mutually yielding opposites and inherent in that is the CHOICE.
Of course, such is just my perception, I am curious to know more about your identifications with the dark star and what it means to you to "come from an STS social memory complex"?
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