09-11-2013, 09:16 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-11-2013, 09:18 PM by BlatzAdict.)
I've still been working on myself but still focusing on umm patience, on empathy and being able to verbalize that empathy..
Soo it's been a while since i've reported and there is very noticible changes to reality as i progress further to open up my orange yellow and green rays.
One difference is when i get highly emotionally charged, it starts to rain. Whenever it is rainy and I am in a perfectly calm mood it dissipates the clouds at least just over my house.
This became apparent for me when it was super sunny outside austin texas and i was sitting inside a little gazebo and i got upset. It literally downpoured but the Sun was still showing!! Where did the clouds come from?! Anyway it stopped as soon as my emotions let up and I went to a state of peace.
I tried to move stuff inside the cup and it wasn't having it. I don't think I know how to penetrate the cup, the regulated energy of the cup in it's fashion overpowered my faith in my energy going through the cup. I don't know how to see or view the cup as part of me, the obstacle. Hmmmm I have so much to grow upon. I still view it as seperate.. The cup that is.
At this point in my learning I'm not sure if it's worth it to continue practicing when it can be energy spent being imbued into something more worthwhile like some raw juice and using the energy to align the juice on the molecular level. or doing the same to some plants outside. It's become a fun little game to pick a random plant in my backyard, visualize it and send it energy and see how it grows comparatively to the rest.
Soo it's been a while since i've reported and there is very noticible changes to reality as i progress further to open up my orange yellow and green rays.
One difference is when i get highly emotionally charged, it starts to rain. Whenever it is rainy and I am in a perfectly calm mood it dissipates the clouds at least just over my house.
This became apparent for me when it was super sunny outside austin texas and i was sitting inside a little gazebo and i got upset. It literally downpoured but the Sun was still showing!! Where did the clouds come from?! Anyway it stopped as soon as my emotions let up and I went to a state of peace.
I tried to move stuff inside the cup and it wasn't having it. I don't think I know how to penetrate the cup, the regulated energy of the cup in it's fashion overpowered my faith in my energy going through the cup. I don't know how to see or view the cup as part of me, the obstacle. Hmmmm I have so much to grow upon. I still view it as seperate.. The cup that is.
At this point in my learning I'm not sure if it's worth it to continue practicing when it can be energy spent being imbued into something more worthwhile like some raw juice and using the energy to align the juice on the molecular level. or doing the same to some plants outside. It's become a fun little game to pick a random plant in my backyard, visualize it and send it energy and see how it grows comparatively to the rest.