09-10-2013, 06:01 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-10-2013, 06:02 PM by AnthroHeart.)
When growing up when I was not in group homes my dad (separated and divorced from mom) would rarely buy food for us. My brother experienced it more because he didn't live in group homes. Growing up I was provided for, yet my dad would spend money on kegs of beer which he kept in a fridge dedicated to it. I never resented him, even when he spanked me. One day he went crazy with the spanking because I had done something very wrong. After that I got sent to a group home when i was like 13.
But I wasn't poor growing up, nor was I rich. I now have a job that gives me a comfortable living, and the work is not too bad. It's an office job, so I have to work at exercising if I am to do that. I started working at 16, but sometimes my money went to my dad who had a bunch of bills and ended up having to file for bankruptcy. Fortunately I never have had to to do that, though I have defaulted on many loans or lines of credit. I hope that debt does not incur karma.
My preincarnative decisions have given me a relatively easy life. Of that I am grateful. Only a few regrets from my past, but I have forgiven myself for the most part.
But I wasn't poor growing up, nor was I rich. I now have a job that gives me a comfortable living, and the work is not too bad. It's an office job, so I have to work at exercising if I am to do that. I started working at 16, but sometimes my money went to my dad who had a bunch of bills and ended up having to file for bankruptcy. Fortunately I never have had to to do that, though I have defaulted on many loans or lines of credit. I hope that debt does not incur karma.
My preincarnative decisions have given me a relatively easy life. Of that I am grateful. Only a few regrets from my past, but I have forgiven myself for the most part.