09-09-2013, 01:30 PM
Good point. Can I love myself in the way that Creator loves me? I've told myself in the mirror "hello Creator" and I smiled. So I have appreciation for who I am. Even when I'm exploring the subject of death and the afterlife, and higher densities, my curiosity is like that of Creator. I am thankful for even the negative experiences I have had. I am thankful for everyone on this message board. People don't realize it, but every individual helped me to balance my energy when it was expanding out of control. So I received unconscious help from everyone. Ra even gave me a glimpse into the previous Octave, or at least what I thought was the previous Octave. But I only got a couple seconds glance before I experienced massive distortions. They shake my mind something fierce.