Choosing to maintain illusion

[AnthroHeart]

I now realize the illusion persists until 7D, where one reunites with Creator. But I've also heard NDE stories where people felt like they merged with Source. Surprising they lived to tell about it, because full merging with Creator/Source would require a permanent death (in this current incarnation). But there is no death as well. The separation induced by death is only illusion. I'm so anxious to see how dense the illusion of 6D is, where everything is light.