The Compounding of Emotions

[Turtle]

but yeah, through the repeated process of 'seeking the love in the moment' the calling is indeed 'compounded'.

That's all you need to remember...repetition. You process the catalyst which has brought you something to work with and integrate within yourself, and then you remember joy, and attune yourself back to it. Eventually...you'll find...that even when faced with some new catalyst that is very 'dark' or 'troubling' or even 'dramatic' that you will no longer feel it as such, and instead will be engaging the situation with earnest and leading others along the way.