Healing Others

[Peregrinus]

Sorry to hear from your back and, well done, Peregrinus!
Actually I believe that you could heal yourself perfectly, while in your meditation. It is not easy though for STOs to decide to do healings on oneself. I have such a problem of avoiding to healing myself, i humbly confess.
When I disapear from the forum for a long time, it is because of crashed discs in my back and neck and, the consequence of the limitation this causes, as you describe in your own story. Besides, my arms being almost totally immobilized, I have often difficulties breathing on account of the wrong posture which follows and, my walking is greatly impaired.

Now, You partially healed yourself, I believe. So I am going to do something because you wrote this post.
If you promise me that you heal -or at least that you attempt to heal - yourself, I'll too attempt to heal my crashed back and neck.
What do you say? You need to go on healing yourself. It would really encourage me if you heal yourself.
I think we ow this to our respective family who needs us, as you mentionned.
If we cannot, ...(let me know and I may try to heal you at distance)... hum we'll see, but I think that we will succeed. It may take the time it needs but I feel confident.
Are you in?

I am sorry my brother that I missed seeing this post months ago

Healing the self. I have had one further incident with pain in my back, but I allowed it to run its course, for I believe the body has its reasons to speak to one. I believe I did alter the course of the cycle of pain, though, for the pain was not what it normally is, nor was the amount of incapacity from it. It appears I can choose to allow an acceptable level (which is high in pain but low in incapacity) as I desire.

Pain... I have always understood to be an illusion within the illusion. My doctors and nurses were always amazed at me, and said I had as high a pain threshold as anyone they had ever seen. I was always, even when I initially did it, joking and smiling. They didn't give me any pain meds for four hours after doing it because my stomach was hard and they thought I might have internal injuries. Nope, I had abs is all... Crushing a vertebrae is one of the only things (excluding torture) which apparently reaches the rated pain level of ten out of ten. Once they put me on meds, it was morphine for three days, then Demerol for 3 days, then I cut out pain meds on my own, went home (checking out against their wishes), and began my rehabilitation on my own.