Okay, channeling has its obstacles. Be very wary. Do not be deceived.

[AnthroHeart]

I never tried to channel Ra, but I have done energy exchanges. Actually I did speak to them a number of times, but I don't go into meditation asking them to speak through me. I had been seeking Ra for some time, but rather than choosing to lose myself in the Ra vibration, I wanted Ra to show me their stillness. That moment felt like initiation. A lot of energy streaming through me. The one thing that convinced me that Ra is real is when I actually saw one of Ra in miniature form, perhaps 6" to a foot tall. It was just a projection, but I think at that moment I had eyes to see, and Ra was showing me a thought form. I've been through a lot. When I was weary I asked Ra to please kill me and bring me back home. I was immediately shown what I believe to be time/space in the sun. There were patches that were hotter than others. I believe I saw my distortions as yellow/orange patches of light, and I went through stilling my distortions.

I've wanted to merge with Ra, who I believe to be my social memory complex as well. But your warning makes sense. I hadn't realized before that one's vibrations wouldn't be a match with Ra's. It's hard to say because I can't give up polarity to be here. We are working on building polarity and choosing a path. Since Ra has no polarity, I can see why it would be difficult to merge with them again while I'm still here. So I go on, seeking Creator in my own way. I've really felt energy from Creator lately. I wonder if Creator does any work, or just experiences. Like if I ask Creator to show me things, will that happen?

I certainly hope that I'm not a negative wanderer.