How I do magick: A sample of a basic spell.

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I was a frivolent 'I do not hate'-thinker and proclaimer until I was perhaps 25-27 from an age of 16 or so and the experience from this was that I held Alot of hate because it was my focus even if I presented a not.

It's not that your mind doesn't register or understand the not; your focus will still stick to the concept 'hate' instead of 'not hate' since 'not' is not a concept in and of itself.