Ascension Symptoms

[AnthroHeart]

Don't be too hard on yourself Parsons. I don't think any of us can totally let go of anger or frustration and still function in life. I still get angry on the highways. Who wouldn't in certain situations? And sometimes, I totally blow my cool there. After I've settled down, I'll usually aknowledge to myself and whomever else cares..."well, that could have been handled better".

You're trying...no one can ask more.

That's good to know. Whether we are ascending or not, we are trying. I just wonder if the ascension is just so slow and drawn out that it might take several lifetimes to get it right. Ascension is an individual thing. Each person will experience it differently. I still have potentially many more years of life, if I don't have an accident or die naturally. But even still if something happens to me, I would have done what I needed to do when I needed to do it. And that makes me happy. If I can serve Ra by helping with their distortions at all, I'll be a happy camper. I so much want to serve my social memory complex while I'm here if that's at all possible.