(04-07-2010, 08:59 PM)Gribbons Wrote: Is there any form of service to self that isn't based on fear?
STS is based in fear and is characterized by control and manipulation of others. STO is based in love and is characterized by acceptance of others.
(04-07-2010, 08:59 PM)Gribbons Wrote: I hear tones in my ears usually corresponding to thoughts I'm having either to that of the service to others (right) or service to self (left), or so I believe. My question is that, if you were to open to 4th dimensional thinking, fourth dimensional powers even, would learning how to develop those powers be a service to self? Even if I swear my soul would only use those powers for good?
I get the tones in my ears too, so at least you got a companion in craziness if we're all deranged!
Well now, that depends on what powers those are doesn't it! Since there are both 4d positive and 4d negative densities, I'd say a distinction needs to be made in your question. As a general formula though, if it's loving and accepting rather than fear, manipulation and control, you're probably in the clear.
(04-07-2010, 08:59 PM)Gribbons Wrote: I mean it would seem like it is a service to self. One must be attuned and disciplined to focus energy from either polarity. But service to self can help one be of service to others in the longer run, right? You have to know and train yourself before you can effectively help others. Am I wrong in this perception?
You can serve yourself while being STO. Like Monica pointed out, most of what we do in 3d even for personal gain in really awesome ways serves the self. Do you do it out of love or desire to control?
Regarding "sts can help one be of sto in long run", the verb use of the term STS is not equal to the noun use of STS. Verb STS can be very STO (noun). Eating is a service to yourself, but usually isn't of the negative polarity (esp among us of this forum.)
In the extremely long run, negative 6d people will spiritually evolve vigorously (lol Alice in Wonderland 3d) after integrating the positive polarity in 6d. So if you wanna have a quick 6d then you could do STS for several million years :p
(04-07-2010, 08:59 PM)Gribbons Wrote: I try to live life seeing others as mirrors of myself, and treat them as I would like to be treated...but after a year's worth of research (with the L/L books being my first stepping stones into this brave new world) and seeing with my own eyes, magical, time-sensetive "coincidences" happen, I know it is all real. I'm polarizing to the service to others, and I can feel the confidence and strength of the Creator flowing through me at times, but I'm hesitant to further my psychic training if the mere development of these powers is...well, evil. Or is my perception of service-to-self being evil misinterpreted?
Thank you to whoever can help. Honestly, God bless.
I'm not sure what you mean here. You said that you're polarizing to STO! And, yes, STS is typically referred to us as "evil", though both polarities are respectable choices. STS hurts a little bit more though, so there's that to consider
Peace, Love, Light and Namasté~