are you doing enough? (to serve)

[Aaron]

Hey Aaron,

Thanks for your input!

In regards to what you said about the self and the sixth density social memory complex, there is very little, in my personal opinion, that can be known, and perhaps even less understood, so I will put this discussion aside, and address only what you said about workings with the self in third density.

It is absolutely necessary to have a detachment to the outcome when offering service to others, if this service is to be of the positive nature of course. But I don't agree, for the moment, that this detachment applies to workings with the self. I think that it is important with that manifestation of the self which is desired by the self, as one is correcting the imbalances in the self, which, as stated in Icaro's post can only be corrected in space/time.

Self-judgement can be put upon the self, based upon the expectation of a certain outcome when serving others; that the efforts made did not have the outcome that one was expecting, so one starts to judge the self for not doing "enough". That's one thing. But what I am talking about is the imbalances in the self and workings with these imbalances. As imbalances can only be corrected in space/time, should one not expect a certain outcome from the work with balancing exercises?

With love,
L.

Yeah, I don't think I clarified my thinking about expecting results. When seeking to correct imbalances in the self, an entity has to take an incarnation and manifest in space/time some result in order to make progress, right? One's own growth and the correcting of imbalances is one's own responsibility, so it makes sense that some kind of result be expected from the self by the self, as an outcome of that work. But this expectation would have no yellow ray attachments, as it only concerns the self. Maybe there is a connection between that and the following quote?:

(16.54) Questioner: Does what we do, when we think of possibilities that can occur, say daydreaming: Do these become real in these densities?

Ra: I am Ra. This depends upon the nature of the daydream. This is a large subject. Perhaps the simplest thing we can say is, if the daydream, as you call it, is one which attracts to self, this then becomes reality to self. If it is contemplative general daydream, this may enter the infinity of possibility/probability complexes and occur elsewhere, having no particular attachment to the energy fields of the creator.

I would imagine that there might be a difference in expectations held of the self between an entity who is green ray activated and an entity who is not, regarding workings with the self. There also would probably be a huge difference sometimes between whatever "expectations" that the third density conscious self sets in place during the life experience, and whatever expectations that the self outside of third density has had regarding the incarnation.