are you doing enough? (to serve)

[Ankh]

42.7 On the other hand, however, you are correct in your assumption that the green ray response is not as refined as that which has been imbued with wisdom.

This wisdom enables the entity to appreciate its contributions to the planetary consciousness by the quality of its being without regard to activity or behavior which expects results upon visible planes.

just by being here, is a form of service (the radiating of love and light via the spirit complex, effects on the non-material planes)

What you are quoting above is pretty advanced for any entity, Wanderer or not. It is a penetration of blue ray, where an entity becomes a co-Creator. I think that there are few of us that come to that level of development.

What Ra said in regards to the radiating love and love/light, is that radiating is possible *once the forgetting is penetrated*. So, as a Wanderer, one needs to remember first, before one can be of service in this passively radiating way:

"Thus there are those of fifth density whose abilities to express wisdom are great. There are fourth- and sixth-density Wanderers whose ability to serve as, shall we say, passive radiators or broadcasters of love and love/light are immense. There are many others whose talents brought into this density are quite varied.

Thus Wanderers have three basic functions once the forgetting is penetrated, the first two being basic, the tertiary one being unique to that particular mind/body/spirit complex."

But if one penetrates the blue ray level, and becomes a co-Creator, then one can serve in a more, as Ra said, refined way.

There is a lot of work to be done though, before reaching the blue ray. And I agree with Icaro, that one needs to do a lot more than "floating around in a blissful way" (lol @ that expression btw ). As Icaro mentioned, fourth density are so busy with serving that they have to invoke patience when they are eating. (And it's beautiful, isn't it? )

I mean, do you judge yourself about not doing enough?

Yes, all the time. I judge myself of not being "good mother", not being "good nurse", "good human being" etc. etc. It blocks a lot of energy, but I am aware of it.

What about you, plenum?

...Carla was overly giving and lacked wisdom.

Yes, she was "overly giving", but I'm not sure it has to do with the wisdom. As Ra mentioned, *compassion* is something that Carla felt that she lacked, *to balance her wisdom*:

"As we have said, this instrument, feeling that it lacked compassion to balance wisdom, chose an incarnative experience whereby..."

Ra said that the distortion of being "overly giving" is primarily due to the blockages in the indigo ray:

"This instrument also experiences some distortion of the green-ray energy center which you may call the heart center. It is overly open due to an intensive desire distortion on the part of this mind/body/spirit complex towards service to others, or as you may call it, universal love. This entity, therefore, spends itself without regard to its reserves of mind/body/spirit complex distortion in regard to what you call strength or energy. This distortion is primarily due to the blockage of the indigo ray. As we have said before, the misapprehension distortion of the instrument responsible for this blockage is the basic orientation towards a belief in unworthiness. The unworthiness distortion blocks the free flow of intelligent energy."

So, my understanding is that pre-incarnatively Carla felt that she wanted to balance her wisdom with compassion, and due to her strong desire to learn this, to balance this, she has an open green ray. But it is the blockage in the indigo ray that made her "overly giving". I might be wrong though.