what are the ways in which we avoid catalyst?

[Plenum]

Have you had any experiences with the body acting as a feedback system?

yes, Icaro, I have a personal example. I have worked with the catalyst/distortion of myopia (physical short sightedness) for quite some time. It began in childhood, but began to be quite evident (undeniable) about the time I got my first computer (probably around age 12-13, the time I transitioned from primary school to high school). Even before then, I was quite a 'bookish person' who loved the library and written language. But getting a computer allowed me to invest all my time and energies into that small screen, rather than dealing with people and the wider world, which was very much the distortion of introversion and retreat from other selves (because I had not been accepted by them because of who I was, and also because of racial prejudice at that period of time; I was born in 1977, and being 'asian' in Australia was still seen as being a 'freak').

but this myopia was very much a physical reflection of mental withdrawal and a fear of the wider world. I didn't want to 'see'; because I did not like what I saw (beyond the circle of what I felt comfortable with, that is).

this myopia gradually increased over the years as I reached various life points where I faced the opportunity to open up and accept, or to withdraw even further within myself. My decisions generally tended towards the further introversion side of things; and so at 2 or 3 distinct life points, I 'lost' a great deal of eyesight and clarity almost overnight; that was how noticable and quick the feedback was.

This was, of course, way before I had encountered the Ra material, and I had no framework in which to understand this loss of vision. I was also having recurring dreams of 'running away' from something that I had done (not facing my reality), but again, the conscious mind was unable to interpret or work with this message in any way to resolve the blockage.

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I have written about my myopia in another thread; and there has been significant progress in the last 2, 2 and 1/2 years. It definitely has not been getting worse! In fact, I am able to work at my work screen without the use of glasses, where previously this was not possible. The improvements (in the positive direction) are as equally evident as the loss of sight previously.

I seem to have traced it to a red-ray blockage ... a blocking of the stimuli of the senses before it reaches the mind for processing. Ra calls the red ray that place that deals with survival instincts.

so the questions of:

"what don't I want to see?"
"why don't I want to see it?"

have been quite fruitful to explore for me. But yes, it has not yet been fully resolved, so that very fact indicates the catalyst/distortion has not yet been fully understood or appreciated for what it is offering as feedback for the self.

I also know that myopia is a very common distortion in our society.

it's incidence seems to have risen hand in hand with the phenomena of cancer and diabetes; perhaps another example of the case of 'thoughts becoming things'?

40.9 Questioner: Has the vibration of the basic, of the photon, of all our particles increased in frequency already?

Ra: I am Ra. This is correct.

It is this influence which has begun to cause thoughts to become things.

As an example you may observe the thoughts of anger becoming those cells of the physical bodily complex going out of control to become what you call the cancer.

and so the feedback becomes swifter and more immediate.

but also its resolution is equally swift and immediate if the lesson is grasped in full.

peace brother,

plenum

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ps it also seems to have a yellow ray component (not wishing to share or deal with other selves. But that component, for me I think, has been addessed, and only the red ray component of the distortion is still causing present difficulties).

thanks.