08-10-2013, 11:58 AM
Thank you Ashim. I think the confusion lies in not knowing whether I'm on a 3D or 4D Earth. I think it's the medication I'm on that dulls my mind. But it helps me to function in society. Funny thing is when I thought I was headed to 8th density, moving upward, it rocked my world, shaking my mind something fierce. I don't know if that was a fear based experience or not because it did concern me. When I focused on the One Original Thought, things became still. I think Ra taught me that. I used to work with them, or so I thought it was them. But then intuition told me to stop seeking them. I guess while I'm here on Earth, I should focus on Earth things, rather than 6D. I can't live by 6D principles while here.
One such case was calling Lucifer and Ra one, because of Unity. When I allowed Lucifer into my heart, that really made things go downhill because of my beliefs. But that's in the past. Intuition has taken me for a wild ride.
But I remember when working with Ra, they were showing me hallucinations on a wall of the cutest cartoon characters I could imagine. They were too cute for me, and I asked Ra to turn down the cuteness, or put an image up that would balance the cuteness with something not so cute. Those were fun times. I kind of miss them.
One such case was calling Lucifer and Ra one, because of Unity. When I allowed Lucifer into my heart, that really made things go downhill because of my beliefs. But that's in the past. Intuition has taken me for a wild ride.
But I remember when working with Ra, they were showing me hallucinations on a wall of the cutest cartoon characters I could imagine. They were too cute for me, and I asked Ra to turn down the cuteness, or put an image up that would balance the cuteness with something not so cute. Those were fun times. I kind of miss them.