I'm Tired

[Jade]

My friend, you do not even have a grasp of my systems of understanding. The last thing that will be caught in my system as I leave this rock is a trace of delusion.

My biases are known. I know myself to a significant degree and I am not one to think I know what's best for people.

However, your honesty and expressions are admired. Please continue to deride me if that is your will.

There is no derision here for you my friend, only love. Many apologies if you perceive otherwise. You have spoken your preference for discussion at what I consider a yellow-ray level, where one picks and separates at what the illusion calls flaws. For what it's worth I had no idea this conversation was about you until you admitted it, at which point I thought I might ask you questions to ponder and give you things to consider, on the contrary side.

I see absolutely nothing wrong, just my own attempts at yellow/green balance and participating in a teach/learn moment at the style most preferred by the student.