I'm Tired

[Unbound]

I would also say, I have no desire to become anything, nor desire to be anything which I was. I am not here for the fulfillment of my own desires except the desire of love, of being love and living love. There are desires which are present for me, I have desires, but in those desires there is no desire for I have no attachment to my own will. I am not here to be my own will, I am here that divine will may have an instrument through which to work. I, with my free will, and choosing to unite my will with the will of the cosmos. I am willing to do so, I want to do so, I desire to do so, and yet, I have no attachment. I do not know what my will is. I do not know if my will is "mine" or anything but the Creator's will.

I am here, now, and I am being that which I am as truly as I am able. That means I spend little time dwelling on that which I am not because what I am not is still here and now, it is still what I am, it is just not where my focus or Logos or love is concentrated.