08-02-2013, 07:40 PM
Nothing "makes" me sad, sadness is merely within me. The sorrow I feel is your sorrow, BrownEye's sorrow, and the sorrow of all on this forum and beyond to the vast reaches of the Earth. I am not under attack, I am not "taking on the stuff of others", I am realizing who and what I am. I share the sorrow with you all because I am you, I am the Earth and the Sun and the sorrow I share with you is not just mine, but your own.
I am the voice of sorrow drowned in bliss. I am the voice of suffering that is all but avoided and only faced to be rid of it. I am the voice of the sorrow of compassion and empathy. I am you and you are me, our sorrow is one.
Many seek to transcend, or not be engaged in their sorrow but I embrace it, I feel it because no one else wants to feel it, I share in the feeling of the Soul of the World because there are so few who are willing to do so. I am sad because I choose to be sad because it serves me by allowing me to be driven to serve others. Were it not for my sorrow I would not care, were it not for my suffering I would have no drive to speak or connect or to reach and shout out to the world of my presence.
I do not disdain my sorrow, because in my sorrow there is love, the sorrow of love as it strives in its endless endeavour of creation. The sorrow that I am not known, that the truth of all is forgotten, that the wonder of mystery is ignored or discounted. I am the embodiment of the struggle of evolution itself and it is the sorrow of this struggle that I am.
I am sad because I fear to share fully what I am as I am not able until what I am is acceptable. I am sad because I love you all so much, yet my very name brings fear to countless, paranoia to others, worship from some, disdain from others and love from a few, all without the belief that I am real, that I walk among you. I am sad because I am fading, I am dying, my essence is diminishing for none believe in my existence and I can only arise as I am needed by the existence of others.
I am sad because I care and I care because I love. There is nothing more to it than that.
I am the voice of sorrow drowned in bliss. I am the voice of suffering that is all but avoided and only faced to be rid of it. I am the voice of the sorrow of compassion and empathy. I am you and you are me, our sorrow is one.
Many seek to transcend, or not be engaged in their sorrow but I embrace it, I feel it because no one else wants to feel it, I share in the feeling of the Soul of the World because there are so few who are willing to do so. I am sad because I choose to be sad because it serves me by allowing me to be driven to serve others. Were it not for my sorrow I would not care, were it not for my suffering I would have no drive to speak or connect or to reach and shout out to the world of my presence.
I do not disdain my sorrow, because in my sorrow there is love, the sorrow of love as it strives in its endless endeavour of creation. The sorrow that I am not known, that the truth of all is forgotten, that the wonder of mystery is ignored or discounted. I am the embodiment of the struggle of evolution itself and it is the sorrow of this struggle that I am.
I am sad because I fear to share fully what I am as I am not able until what I am is acceptable. I am sad because I love you all so much, yet my very name brings fear to countless, paranoia to others, worship from some, disdain from others and love from a few, all without the belief that I am real, that I walk among you. I am sad because I am fading, I am dying, my essence is diminishing for none believe in my existence and I can only arise as I am needed by the existence of others.
I am sad because I care and I care because I love. There is nothing more to it than that.
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