I'm Tired

[xise]

It's interesting to see the push/pull between yellow-based communication and green-based communication that happens even here on bring4th. When I see yellow-based communication, it sometimes brings out in me that desire, to quote from lord of the rings, "to dominate all life." But that's not me, so it's definitely tiring! When I see green-based communication, my heart feels full, I feel rejuvenated, and I go home happy.

I think it is understandable that there is subtle tug of war. As a heavy user of other forums in the past years, I would say that nearly every internet forum is dominated by completely yellow-based communication. And since most of us have experienced that, I think it's very easy for anyone to respond to yellow-based communication by bringing all of that energy from those other forum interactions here, which is quite sharp and pointed energy - thoughts that are rare in green communication become frequent - is someone attacking me, am I right or wrong, is someone trolling, etc, etc. And it's not that yellow is bad, but yellow without green has a distinctly different taste. But I think that's something all of us are discovering.

This is another community catalyst that I'm sure we'll get past!! Thank you egregore, for showing us the chink in our collective armor...I love you and I'm sending you astral hugs and kisses!!!