I'm Tired

[BrownEye]

Also, to BrownEye, yes the egregore is still present.

How about now?

Could you describe the sense you get from this egregore?

For me it is sort of like a distorted buzzing that presses against the front of my midsection. It feels very much like resistance, as if it resists me. These sensations build up very gradually over time, and we sort of don't notice. When it has gained enough energy some will feel an energetic pulse when they are about to click a link to open the site.

On another site had a fairly intelligent form that would crash the web page when posting about certain subjects. For myself it got blatant enough to reboot my computer when I hit the submit button. There were also modem reboots, and rebooting of my smartphone. I thought I was the only one until I got into a group that had all mentioned the same thing. They described how they gave up trying to post anything important, and noticed that unimportant posts always went through fine. A buddy sent me PM about being unable to send the admin a message with directions on removing the egregore. He kept sending test messages to all of us but could not send the instruction message. He sent PM an hour later that his message finally went through, after he drew a pentagram around his computer.

However you come to deal with it, I hope you may get some rest Tanner, and that a respite from these tiring energies may be found for you and BrownEye.

I have thick scales. It doesn't bother me. I almost left since my guidance advises it. But, I still feel that there is something more to be found here.