08-01-2013, 06:20 PM
I don't know if this forum is healthy for me anymore, right now, I get knots in my gut every time I come on here.
I feel like I am addicted, like there are things drawing me here, but often I come and sit on the site page and don't do anything, don't post or read and when I closed the window I feel a whole bunch of energy disconnect from mine. I have been trying to not keep it open in a browser tab because that seems to act as the window. I feel like I am being called, that my assistance is needed, but I also feel like I am being lured to be bent to the will of others.
I am so tired.
I feel like I am addicted, like there are things drawing me here, but often I come and sit on the site page and don't do anything, don't post or read and when I closed the window I feel a whole bunch of energy disconnect from mine. I have been trying to not keep it open in a browser tab because that seems to act as the window. I feel like I am being called, that my assistance is needed, but I also feel like I am being lured to be bent to the will of others.
I am so tired.
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