Freewill does not only apply to the concious mind...

[AnthroHeart]

Do I really have free will to not incarnate again in 3D?

Gemini, you must REALLY not wanna come back here, haha.

Well, you do have the ability to choose not to come back, but your perspective from the discarnate state is not like it is here. From that place of connection, from that place of love, from that place of total security, and feeling of connectedness with the creator you don't fear this plane of existence, and you actually, believe or not, look forward to it again.

Wanderers usually aren't "one timers". They do what they do because they love to do it. It's their job or function (which they choose). They love incarnating into lower vibrating realities and using their spiritual abilities to raise consciousness by being candles in the darkness, lighting the way for others. I know that is not what you, consciously, want to hear, but keep in mind that heaven is ANY place you can find vibrational alignment with.

I must sound like a broken record, but this is what I needed to hear. Most of my days are without incident. So doin' fine. Just that I miss that total security. I thought coming back was required to advance spiritually, and to work off some karma.