07-18-2013, 12:10 PM
Oh and the one positive effect alcohol has is it gets my creative juices going when it comes to writing. I'll just be sitting, jamming to some music and a thought will enter my mind. I stop the music and just start writing. Most of it was pre awakening and a little dark at times due to the influx of unbeknownst catalysts at the time but I just read some of them yesterday and wow I can literally see myself slowly taking this direction towards awakening.