getting stoned. how often, and why?

[Lycen]

A friend of meine does it, and at occasions he offers it to me as well. I always accept as I am very interested in the experience that follows. Though it has not been as amazing as it was the first time, when me and he did it. The highlight was telepathy among other things. Still it is oh so interesting, everything is so seemingly weird heh. I have noticed that many a times I will remember things I felt as a child but have forgotten now, very strange. And at the time, I understand why I do not remember them. Also everything seems so much more alive, like I have new eyes to see. My body is seemingly more in sync and light, very easy to move and I seem to see everything more sharper and be able to do things almost perfectly. My motor skills (body) seems to be a LOT better than un-high. I do not consider myself a cluts but then I just seem to be more in sync. I have tried doing things I consider difficult (coordination) and always it has worked out thus far. Like some how I managed to balance a bottle cap on one of my fingers with one finger as it was on the table. Moved it across the air just for kicks and set it back seemingly perfectly. It's funny as when something does not go as planned, that I consider amazing .p Pretty much the other way around when drunk haha.

I accept it because of the alternate state it allows me to achieve, I am most interested in exploring.. well everything while under such a state. When the rare opportunity arises once every one or two months perhaps, then we smoke it pure. As a joint has an ill effect on me (on larger quantities which seem to be ok for others) because of the "tobacco" that is added. Like throwing up, with total loss of energy, followed by a miserable state hovering the toilet

For now, I am still interested in its use, but as Lynn said I am sure one is able to achieve such states without using any substances as well.