I have a feeling most wanderers aren't spiritual...

[Philosoraptor]

I sometimes still wonder if I have awoken. I try to follow spiritual matters when I can.

Try? You try? You just merely "try" whenever you "can"? Lack of genuine incentive and motivation right there, little wolf.

But am I truly awake?

The need to question your own "wakefulness" implies uncertainty, insecurity, and un-realization. Therefore, my friend, your answer is: no, you are not awake.

(Yet.)

Were you not in self-doubt, you would not ask.

PS: And no, half-way awake or partially awake ain't truly awake.