Eternal Services - Closed

[Unbound]

I am so sorry everyone for how long I am taking with my responses and readings. I admit I have been in a bit of a conflict, not wanting to give up my service, but also having a difficult time keeping up with all the requests. It seems that the mixed charges of many individuals sending me energy greetings is more than I thought I was able to handle. The difficulty is not due to lack of time, or even opportunity to make such responses, and for this I apologize, but due to the occupation of my mind with both things that are happening in my personal life and the crazy rapidity with which I seem to experience energetic events and altered states of consciousness.

That being said, I am not unwilling to continue fulfilling my efforts to be of service, but I am realizing that I am not able to do so if I do so without any regard for the service of concern, consideration and appreciation that I am given by others. I realized that if I do not take care of myself it causes others to worry and to be scared, but more importantly, if I do not seem happy, or am not happy, then others will reflect on that in a way that reflects their own happiness or desire for happiness. Some may feel guilt at my unhappiness, or should I feel any other negative emotion in reaction to them or others.

I am sorrowful, my friends, and I think I am only just beginning to comprehend why. I will speak with you all and share what I may as I am able, I appreciate and thank you all so much for your patience. Deepest blessings to you all, adonaios.