06-25-2013, 04:42 PM
Gemini Wolf:
" it's hard to know what to believe in"
Here's a quote from Werner Erhard:
"Even the truth, when believed in, becomes a lie.
The truth is something to experience."
The Law of One, as a belief system, becomes one more way to collapse into ego.
Unlike religion, which is always a world of answers, everything Ra gave us only intensified our process of questioning everything always. Any factual statement I encounter from Ra has the immediate effect of prompting a vast world of questioning to live inside for years on end.
The ego is always craving conclusion type of knowing which is how being collapses. Once we submit to a conclusion, we've collapsed and shrunk.
On the other hand, I found that just going deeper and deeper into the most difficult questions, while good for growth, wasn't facilitating personal power. So I finally relented and allowed myself refuge in a world of answers. Here's the catch: it had to be self-generated answers and not derived from any book or teachers with bodies in this reality. and instead of answers they're more conceptual frameworks. It's a breather from perpetual questioning... maybe the way Tarot or astrology or any divination system allows some refuge from endless enigmas.
During sleep, we touch bases with who we are elsewhere in time/space.
I operate on the assumption that I'm 100X smarter while asleep. During the final moments before waking, consciousness often kicks in with the question of how to hold awareness upon waking. Then upon waking I've lost it... except I know it's just a question of how long it will take to upload from the subconscious, which can be months or years.
" it's hard to know what to believe in"
Here's a quote from Werner Erhard:
"Even the truth, when believed in, becomes a lie.
The truth is something to experience."
The Law of One, as a belief system, becomes one more way to collapse into ego.
Unlike religion, which is always a world of answers, everything Ra gave us only intensified our process of questioning everything always. Any factual statement I encounter from Ra has the immediate effect of prompting a vast world of questioning to live inside for years on end.
The ego is always craving conclusion type of knowing which is how being collapses. Once we submit to a conclusion, we've collapsed and shrunk.
On the other hand, I found that just going deeper and deeper into the most difficult questions, while good for growth, wasn't facilitating personal power. So I finally relented and allowed myself refuge in a world of answers. Here's the catch: it had to be self-generated answers and not derived from any book or teachers with bodies in this reality. and instead of answers they're more conceptual frameworks. It's a breather from perpetual questioning... maybe the way Tarot or astrology or any divination system allows some refuge from endless enigmas.
During sleep, we touch bases with who we are elsewhere in time/space.
I operate on the assumption that I'm 100X smarter while asleep. During the final moments before waking, consciousness often kicks in with the question of how to hold awareness upon waking. Then upon waking I've lost it... except I know it's just a question of how long it will take to upload from the subconscious, which can be months or years.