06-23-2013, 10:12 AM
I don't remember much, but I do remember going to a building to update my ID card, and also I shouldn't have watched Hell's Kitchen right before bed, because I had a food challenge where I had to cut up apples on a time limit, and I sucked. 
I got yelled at by Paula Deen, who I informed that I'd be more than happy to take a class on chopping veggies, I'm not very good at it. 
Ah, sometimes it's difficult to find the catalyst when they are so mundane... I know I'm working on having a "backbone" in my dreams, facing challenges head on. Asking for more time with my abuser so they can teach me proper behavior is um... well I don't know. I hope it's growth. :< I really wouldn't mind learning to use a kitchen knife properly though, lol.
NA, sounds like you are second-guessing yourself too much! Whenever I'm in a school I presume I'm there to learn something. Sounds like your confusion and self-doubt broke it. It must have been hard to be in such familiar and traumatic surroundings, usually I'm in a "school" that's familiar but not specific. Anyway. Good luck in future dream times! Remember, you always wake up, so grab that dreamworld by the balls and enjoy the ride. No reasons to feel insecure there. (Also, my advice applies to fixing that "copulation problem" as well
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Much love and hugs! If you ever are in a classroom again and feel confused and scared, you can come cheat off of me if you'd like.
I got yelled at by Paula Deen, who I informed that I'd be more than happy to take a class on chopping veggies, I'm not very good at it. Ah, sometimes it's difficult to find the catalyst when they are so mundane... I know I'm working on having a "backbone" in my dreams, facing challenges head on. Asking for more time with my abuser so they can teach me proper behavior is um... well I don't know. I hope it's growth. :< I really wouldn't mind learning to use a kitchen knife properly though, lol.
NA, sounds like you are second-guessing yourself too much! Whenever I'm in a school I presume I'm there to learn something. Sounds like your confusion and self-doubt broke it. It must have been hard to be in such familiar and traumatic surroundings, usually I'm in a "school" that's familiar but not specific. Anyway. Good luck in future dream times! Remember, you always wake up, so grab that dreamworld by the balls and enjoy the ride. No reasons to feel insecure there. (Also, my advice applies to fixing that "copulation problem" as well
)Much love and hugs! If you ever are in a classroom again and feel confused and scared, you can come cheat off of me if you'd like.