06-14-2013, 05:16 PM
Interesting meditation Adonai! It seems that indeed an issue within you arose so that you can heal it
My advice would be to look into this fear. What is the source of that fear? Have you even been betrayed in the past? How did you/would you feel about yourself if someone betrayed you? If someone betrays or rejects you, does that decreases your worth/value as a being?
Most of the time, when people fear rejection, it is usually because they associate rejection with low self-worth "if someone doesn't want me, it must be cause I'm worthless". This fear dissolves when they come to the realization that our worth as human beings is not defined by how others interact with us. If you feel this resonates with you, I would also recommend asking yourself what defines the worth of a human being, if not love/hate from others. There may lie the answer to this challenge
Good luck!

My advice would be to look into this fear. What is the source of that fear? Have you even been betrayed in the past? How did you/would you feel about yourself if someone betrayed you? If someone betrays or rejects you, does that decreases your worth/value as a being?
Most of the time, when people fear rejection, it is usually because they associate rejection with low self-worth "if someone doesn't want me, it must be cause I'm worthless". This fear dissolves when they come to the realization that our worth as human beings is not defined by how others interact with us. If you feel this resonates with you, I would also recommend asking yourself what defines the worth of a human being, if not love/hate from others. There may lie the answer to this challenge

Good luck!