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Hahaha. Yes =)

I know about my potential or intensity and what impact it has/can have. The dulling of perception was partly concious as to not overload my daily being. I was much more sharp around the edges years back so it was difficult to harmonize.

Again I'm glad you pick up details. My main purpose for building the energy isn't defense rather than putting constant pressure for the energy to move upward. Think of it like if the body is simultaneously ready to punch, block, help, do the dishes, laugh at any moment. In the same way the energy is constantly ready to move upwards and making the heart ready/alert while at the same time providing some protection and social force channeled through my desire to catalyze.
I dislike passive storage for undisclosed reasons (even for myself), which is another reason I do as I do, I assume =).

I have done some qi gong led by teacher but mostly I do breathwork at any time I remember.

Yes, the STS heritage has decreased solar plexus to heart connection. My own solution was as above, to put constant pressure and alerting it to nearby large energy, wanting to move upwards to 'kickstart' the conneciton.

Any tips are welcome. As I like to work on perception, would you please confirm beforehand one out of two workings from you part?

Hmm, well the breathwork is good, as much of that as possible is good, especially exercises designed to release tension.

As for the method you are using to attempt to raise your kundalini, it is effective for the first three chakras, but is rather futile in connecting the heart with the solar plexus. The heart is magnetic by nature, it is an attractive force and so it decides what energies it attracts or repels in to itself.

So, you cannot simply force solar plexus energies in to the heart, the heart has to invite or call the solar plexus energies in to it. In a manner one must surrender the will to love so that the power of the will is imbued with the connectivity and addition of love. This is why a large charge concentrated in the solar plexus will actually "clog" the channel.

To access the heart, one must be compassionate and consider of its feelings, of its desires and attractions.

Right now, you are burning energy constantly and perhaps may feel 'rushed' at times. While it does give you a constant alertness in the form of readiness, this is different from awareness which is more in regards to perception. The heart need not be 'made aware' of the need to connect, because this is its natural function. It is always doing this. However, you have to know how to connect with your own heart, how to awaken your love and be willing to give your energy away through connectivity.

This is what most tend to fear about loving, is the giving away of energy. You cannot move this charge up further because you fear losing the energy you have amassed. Realize that you will not lose anything, only gain the unknown and have it become known.

To help with perception, I advise "running the mind over the body" or examining inside, around and all the sensations occurring in and around your body, and as you do this pay attention to what feelings arise, what thoughts arise, inspirations, impressions, etc, see what parts of you hold what energies.

Looking at it as chakras or even levels on the Tree of Life, it can be seen that each chakra corresponds with different parts of the body. Each area of the body relates to different aspects of the emotional, mental and causal bodies, and it is constantly being created by the motions of the etheric body.

The key is to understand that everything you experience as and in your physical body has an analog on all the other levels.

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Hello again, my friend.

I feel as though I have rushed to more advanced lessons before tackling the basics (again). I would much appreciate your perceptions of my chakras so I can determine if there are any longstanding significant blockages or imbalances.

Also, what are some basic techniques to better perceive my chakras? I feel like I have a poor ability to perceive chakra health thus far, and would love to improve.

A public response in this thread would be much appreciated.

You may view the instruction I gave to ChickenInSpace about chakra perception, that may assist.

As for checking your chakras, it does seem you have raised your vibration to a degree, however there is certainly a tiredness to your solar plexus like it has been pushed very hard. This may be indicative of the use of your will and intention in concentrated amounts with perhaps some carelessness as to the limit of what your system can handle.

This is common and is like a sprained ankle as far as energy goes, I see it a lot. I would suggest taking some time to relax a bit and draw energy in to the body. This can be done in meditation by visualizing an energetic mist or vibration everywhere around you and then like a magnetic concentrate on the sacral center and draw energy in to it. The sacral is where energy is stored, and can be visualized as a condensing ball of light or a spiral or yin/yang type of circulation. This will help to nurture the solar plexus by giving it support "lower in the trunk".