The elephant in the room.

[Adonai One]

Spend your whole life praising the murderer and you feed the energy of murder. A true Saint cares little for praise.

Energy flows where thought goes.

There is no need to think of either side as "better", however there is the need to make the choice one way or the other. How can you make a choice with no preference?

You have here clearly shown what choice you are making and desiring to make, so why deny the nature of that preference? Why cling to the choice you have chosen opposite to?

The Sun radiates to both the murderer and the Saint nonetheless.

I don't like having preference because it makes me feel like a fool. It seems folly to me for I see nothing intrinsic about any choice. All choices seem infinitely valuable to me as well as infinitely meaningless. In fact, I think any value that is percieved comes from ourselves. I see value in taking reality for what it is macrocosmically and living through that lens.

I will play a specific part in life but I won't let myself become blinded. Again, genuine preference seems folly to me.

Oh the irony... The Choice is The Fool. Heh. There is a deeper meaning here.