The elephant in the room.

[Aureus]

Your thoughts and actions stem from the status of your energies. As you refine and balance yourself, so will they be refined.. until such time comes that you know precisely what to choose and will think nothing of it. Meanwhile, you will continue to experience "right&wrongness".

My guess is that while on the inside, you have opinion X about murderers etc, and in the Ra material, you've read that everything is Y. There is clearly a conflict between what you REALLY think, and what you.. think you SHOULD think.

You will continue to feel a,b,c,d....x,z until finally.. you'll feel nothing but Y.