The Frustration of not being able to Serve

[Aloneness]

I call this planet a shithole quite regularly because I feel as if I have enough love to give,
for each and everyone, and then some. Which almost always leads to some kind of frustration.

I'm having a hard time understanding this point of view. What is frustrating about being full of love? If you have enough love to give to everyone . . . then make it so! Does the frustration come from not getting anything in return? How does this make the planet a shithole?

I don't want anything in return and I don't know how to interact with people anymore because their vibrational level feels somewhat incompatible with mine. I cannot sit here and be a passive radiator but I can't move either. That's slightly frustrating, hence the shitholeness.