Eternal Services - Closed

[Parsons]

Hello there, how are you doing?

The first impression I got from reading your field was not any holes or damage, but there does seem to be a yearning from the right side, the masculine, for energies from the left, the feminine.

This seems to me to indicate a desire by the conscious mind to have greater contact and communication with the unconscious mind. In this it feels there is a desire to draw forth greater creativity and creative energies to be expressed through the self, perhaps through some artistic or constructive endeavour.

The potentials of your unconscious are bursting forth but your conscious masculine can only accept that through the conscious choice to accept the belief structures which will allow more of the unconscious to become conscious. More of the esoteric to become unveiled, shining.

This means that a practical use of one's "higher awareness" is being called for. An attempt to walk consistently in the light of magic, divine energy and universal, cosmic awareness, but dwelling within a finite, concentrated vessel of glory and truth. This need not be elaborate, a farmer may do as such, but the point is that you no longer deny your true self and the greater reality that you have become aware of.

You can use this awareness for light by sharing and helping to bring love to others through sharing. By this love, they will share in awareness over time, and every little bit helps.

Thank you for your reply, my friend. I found it quite enlightening, accurate, and interesting.

I didn't really feel like I had done any damage to myself in any way, but I did want to make sure since I went way further 'down the rabbit hole' than intended.

Also, a semi-related question that has to do with my recent afformentioned experience. At some point, an entity commented on the tattoo on my left leg and said something about it being 'Luciferian' which was causing the experience to be negative, which came as a surprise to me. I have a number of different theories that could explain this, but now I am curious whether or not it is true, although my leading theory is it was just some negative entity which capitalized on a situation where I was extremely vulnerable and off balance. I was not afraid or even really phased about it at the time or now, I am just more or less curious to know what that was all about if you can somehow determine that.