I haven't read much past the OP, but I have to say that blue ray is a real b**** for me.
The hardest part, for me, is practicing self-truth and self-honesty. I still have a tendency to judge my own "judgmental" thoughts, and I tend to deny my own shadow. Integrating my shadow, and my shadow thoughts, by being completely honest that some small part of me agrees with them, seems to be the hardest struggle for my blue ray center. But it's a work in progress
. I'm still working (or finishing up work!!) on my yellow.
The hardest part, for me, is practicing self-truth and self-honesty. I still have a tendency to judge my own "judgmental" thoughts, and I tend to deny my own shadow. Integrating my shadow, and my shadow thoughts, by being completely honest that some small part of me agrees with them, seems to be the hardest struggle for my blue ray center. But it's a work in progress
