The Frustration of not being able to Serve

[Ashim]

Is it not enough to be of service through mere being, a passive radiator? There is good will, then there is a desire to control the environment.. the latter I would categorize as negative. Not only that, the pain it causes benefits neither you nor your brethren/sistren.

How about the desire to influence the environment?
You say there is good will and the desire to control as if these were the only options. I can think of many ways to influence that would be totally positive.