I open my heart chakra and I feel only pain...

[caycegal]

I speak from my own experience, and what you are describing happened to me because of the disharmony within the mind/body/spirit complex. This disharmony was due to not being able to live what I know as truth.

In my experience the feelings of depression was due to blockages in the red ray - not being contented to be here, on Earth. There was a rejection of this energy. Feelings of anguish was due to blockages in the orange ray - not accepting myself and another self in one on one relationships. There was a rejection of the self and another self. Feelings of anxiety was due to blockages in the yellow ray - not accepting the society and social structures and activities around me. There was a strong rejection of this societal memory complex. All this together gave me stark and intensive yearning to die...

My understanding is that when consciously opening higher rays, whether it is green or indigo, the feelings you describing are an indication of where work needs to be done, before opening the higher rays.

This is a helpful post - and simple - simple is good. Some of us like simple and straightforward!