When you have problems with relations with other people...

[Hototo]

I've turned down what I perceived as at that time being the "universal power" several times now. Most I did was make the sun about 170' when I looked up (about 3-5 inches up from the horizon on both sides but reaching all the way to the center of the sky.)

Decided stuff like that isnt for normal people. My "guides" kind of remarked that the personality style that I use (being careful not to refer to me but rather, "the personality style that those people (referring to choice I make) have." As I may next moment make next choices you cant say "your personality" but rather, "the personality style that the people you are now in harmony with have".) never or almost never accepts any real power but is always kind of looking for power.

I would hestiatntly say that you cant polarize towards STO to the end without accepting personal power in the "God" style power realm and accepting the admiration of others for managing to do it.

If you refuse to accept power and or accept praise you will, based on experience, either lose polarity or downright gain STS polarity.

False modesty and refusal to accept situations/powers presented on account of "I know better and thus will refuse." Is... Kind of ... Regroup worthy act.

Anyway. Tl;Dr: You can have power and still be STO, Just as you can be super weak and still be STS.