Just a comment about my current stage of progress with balancing my solar plexus since it may be of use. As I said, I've always had an aversion to power. For many reasons.
Recall a helpful exercise that Ra suggested was to see the self as the Creator.
The Creator is many things, but one aspect of his is power. I'm in the process of embracing and accept myself as a being filled with power. I'm working over my fear that embracing power will suddenly "seduce" me into sts. After all, the sto path has all energy centers balanced, including solar plexus. It's ok to feel powerful, and even to draw enjoyment from that feeling (just like its ok to feel alive via red, or ok to feel creativity or sexual via orange). It's not going to magically make me less loving. It may be different if I explored power before discovering green ray love, but after I have felt green ray I shouldn't be afraid of embracing yellow for any reason.
It's good to be powerful - its good to embrace that aspect of yourself as another aspect of the One Creator!
Recall a helpful exercise that Ra suggested was to see the self as the Creator.
The Creator is many things, but one aspect of his is power. I'm in the process of embracing and accept myself as a being filled with power. I'm working over my fear that embracing power will suddenly "seduce" me into sts. After all, the sto path has all energy centers balanced, including solar plexus. It's ok to feel powerful, and even to draw enjoyment from that feeling (just like its ok to feel alive via red, or ok to feel creativity or sexual via orange). It's not going to magically make me less loving. It may be different if I explored power before discovering green ray love, but after I have felt green ray I shouldn't be afraid of embracing yellow for any reason.
It's good to be powerful - its good to embrace that aspect of yourself as another aspect of the One Creator!
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