why did you come to planet Earth?

[caycegal]

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I believe my special service may have to do with my ability to soak and clear energy.



I'm only starting to put together the pieces of ability this month, since I've noticed I can still clear energy constantly while doing something that doesn't require intense focus - like I can send energy out my feet while making light smalltalk, or driving. I'm practicing doing it in more and more situations when turbulent energy arises.

Basically, I don't know if its something super special, but sometimes I feel like a crystal battery, if that makes any sense.

As far as details, I don't have real formal instruction on how I do it. I just noticed early on in meditation that I can feel energy. Then I noticed that if I focus my attention on an area, especially an energy center, I could usually build energy there.

(if it wasn't too blocked - as an aside, I've noticed that my energy center that I feel is least blocked, my green/heart, is hardest to do this with, interestingly enough - but my green seems to be some sort of communication device with my higher self or something. Anyway. But I am able to do this with my red/root, orange/sacral, blue/throat, indigo/third eye, violet/crown, feet, hands, bindu without too much difficulty. yellow/solar plexus I can only do if I think about something I really want and I know I enjoy - usually only when I think about the opposite sex haha, but I know my yellow is not balanced - I still have an aversion to power)

After a while, I noticed I can do this outside of meditation with my eyes open, though it takes concentration.

But for me, it's always about feeling. I am poor at visualizing. But I feel energy - it feels like electricity, and it feels like some sort of liquid with mass at times. I can feel the energy centers too when I build energy in them, I can feel how much energy is in them. And once I get the flow going from feet to crown or vice versa I can feel a flow of electricity along my body's skin, as well as any energy center I focus on.

Sometimes I try to focusing my attention on two body areas at once and link the sensations so that they feel like the same body area - I'm not too good at this, but sometimes I feel like the two energy centers become linked. I should focus on this more but its hard to tell if its working because the two sensations blur into one. I do know I got a right ear tone when I tried to link the sensation of energy exiting from my feet to energy flowing from the crown through the yellow/solar center, which tells me I need to explore this more.

Good luck in your journey

Your journey is so interesting because I feel you are little ahead of me in this and I can learn from you. I am aware of random emotions arising that are "negative" - fear, anger, etc. I am aware that each is centered in a chakra. Often it is throat (5th) chakra, sometimes heart, sometimes with very strong feelings of hurt I feel it in second through head, just a general activation of most chakras.

Have been practicing mindfulness meditation - focusing on the chakra and the feeling and just watching from centered place, letting the feeling melt away. Also have used with success your method of channeling energy down through feet.

Hope to learn a lot more about this.